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fuck this. im too lazy to use my other account.

so whats going on in my life? uuh. alot of things, but this is what counts.

IM GETTING THE FUCK OUT OF NEW JERSEY. im getting the fuck off the east coast. me and my boys phill and gary are moving to pheonix arizona. why? because they started this sick fucking band, and im gonna be their tour manager/photographer/booking agent.

and its going to be hot as hell.

and, uh, im not going back to school. oops, my bad. haha.

i just really dont care about school anymore. when my father told me no cali, i didnt find a reason to do well in school. so i'm thinking of dropping out this semester, and working my ass off to make mad money.

my father finally moved out of my moms room, and now he sleeps on the pull out in his office. we think hes moving out soon.

i weigh 125 lbs, and even tho phill tells me a beautiful all the time, i still feel like a fat ass.

which means im gonna fast today :)

since people like to start rumors and dramam about me by reading my livejournal (and thinking that they have me all figured out by what i post. psh. right) i made a new friends only journal.

www.livejournal.com/users/idreamwideyed

check it out. and also check out my oober groovy friends only banner. if you can figure out who took those pictures. you get a sketch. if you can figure out whos in all of those pictures, then you get a colored picture and a short story.

go nuts.

so i decided that the bullshit needs to stop. this journal is officially gone.

new one will be friends only, when i get around to making it.

today was an art day.

i sketched out two fo my characters, Cameron and Brady. Their love is different.



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so i lost 8 pounds this week.
fuck yeah!

i havent exactly eaten since sunday night!
fuck yeah!

i feel great! i love it. the hunger pains went away yesterday. and im running and swimming and junk. le sigh. i love when things work out the way i want them to.

now i need to go pay a 150 ticket and get my lisence redone bc i lost mine. :(

how is it that i can get into a fight with my dad then throw my phone a good 20 feet as hard as i can into a wall in another room and not break it, but if i just drop it, the sreen breaks.

go figure.

so uuh, its friday night. and im sober.

i dont know how to feel about that.

Don't take it if you're going to lie

1. Would you get back with your last ex if you could?
absolutely not. i loved him, but we didnt work out, for obvious reasons.

2.What kind of shirt are you wearing?
white tank top with lace on the front.

3. Would you kiss anyone on your livejournal friends list?
uh, i slept with someone on my friends list. haha. hi noah.

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ok, so i might have gotten a job over at www.ourprisoner.com as a production assistant.

rock on.

fuck retail. im getting a cool job.

going job hunting today.

yesterday i kinda ate alot.

i had a buncha cookies.

not eating today. kthnx.

i only have ten lbs left till i hit my 'goal'. i say 'goal' because i want to see how i look at 120. if i dont look the way i want at 120, the goal drops down to 110.

i fucked around in photoshop for like, half an hour today.

this was the result.

new lj background. took me all of 30 seconds to pull together.

i knew it wouldnt work out. i knew he was still hung up over his ex girlfriend. and im stupid.

but dear god, i miss you.

im listening to my konstantine and im crying but i dont know why. i have my period. maybe thats it.

i really want to create something. maybe tear apart some old magazines.

i think thats what im going to do.

i made a new diet journal. 110bycali. check me out.

im getting my period. so ive been binging.

so that stops right now.

fasting tmrw.

then going back to 200 cals a day.

fuck you wawa and toasting your subs and making them look awesome to a stoner like me.

as of late, all of my nights end with a kiss goodnight at three o clock in the morning.

and i have absolutely no complaints with that.

wow.

charlie.

i am the happiest girl on the planet right now.

fuckinnnn:


11: woke up, and watched home movies with my mom
2: went to wawa to get edward a sub
2.30: dans house to smoke some bowls
4: out with lisa
7: back at dans to smoke more bowls
8-now: charlies. that boy is wonderful. :)

so my 20 gig ipod is now full.

and i have so much more shit i wanna put on it.

:(